...

haha....
told u one week come here once...
but i din make it...
feel so sry to u...
last few weeks i really down...
but now get better d...
mayb got new hope le ba...??
i dun really noe...


haha...
btw...
i din work at subzero BUKIT TINNGI le...
haha...
less ppl noe dis oni...
not many ppl noe i work there oso la...
so now findin another job...
so hard to find a...!!!
but wat can do??
can not jz sitting at home n wait to die de ma...
haiz...
hope god will bless me...
to found a job...

haha...
last few weeks really vry grey...
i think is da most grey in my life till now...
she got bf jor...
i still gong gong din realize...
resign d...
but supervisor wan me to stay n help...
another suprvisor you dun wan me stay...
so much unhappy things d...
my mom still add on pressure to me...
i cant breath le...

sut luckily...
now i stand up again...
haha...
i'm still da mr possible...
hope ntg can let me down d...
oppz...
is ntg can let me down le...
haha...

new member....

waa...
mayb a new member will come to here u noe...??
haha...
then next time jiu got one more ppl come here to tan wang u d lo....
happy ma...??
haha...
tell u o...
dat new member is a gal lai de o....
happy bo...?
sure u happy till siao de...
HAHA...


haiz...
vry vry down...
仿佛生命到了瓶颈。。。
内心的挣扎又有谁能明白。。。
最后还是得自己决定往后的人生的路。。。
旁人只能给我们一些意见。。。
决定权永远都在自己的手上。。。


如果旁人能帮我们能帮我决定人生那该有多好啊。。。！！
哈哈。。。
谢维恩。。。
你未免太懒惰了吧。。！！！

我回来了。。。！！！

嗨，我的部落格。。。
好久没动你了哦。。。
想念我了吧。。。
哈哈。。。！！！

最近都非常忙哦。。。
有点喘不过气的感觉。。。
但我会慢慢去适应新的生活方式...
哈哈...!!!
好久没和老朋友联络了...
不知现在的他们过得好吗...?
男的有女友了么?
女的有男友了么?

哈...
答应你...
我以后会常来的...
不会在冷落你了哦...


掰~~

DOWN...!!!!!

now me vry vry down...
dun noe y...
zz...
cant find a reason...
but jz vry down...
haiz...
mayb homework too many liao...
still many homework cant finish...
zz...
god bless me...
2moro wan go relax liao la...
woo...
BarCerona...
i'm comin...^^

~end~

heart broke....

dun noe y...
i say to her d...
bout everything...
but she try to change da topics to another topics...
sienz...
she jz dun wan to tell straight...
mayb she dun noe dat if she tell like dat...
she'll giv alot of spaces of imaginations...
i rather she tell me straight lo...
caz no need me go n ask others wat she mean...
like dat vry sienz lar...
haiz...
i oso dun noe wat to write liao la...
wait me gain my mood back...
oni i post something better than dis SHIT...
haiz...
every post i did oso can b better than dis post la...
sienz...

last...
i got a question...

CAN I CRY....??!!

u noe...??

u noe...??
i study at TAR College rite now...
week 4 oni...
quite ok...
quite fun...
but da oni thing is...
everyday need study till 6 o 7 something...
sienz...
T_T

who say college life vry fun de...??
jz got many leng lui to c...
many things to play...
many assingment to do...
a lot of presentation...
then ntg d...
after all...
still sienz...

decide ad...
move out to stay v fren next sam...
muz...
i dun care anything...!!


~enD~

洋葱

dis is wat i'm going to tell somebody...
is all true...
hope she can get it...
no matter how long...
i'll still waittin....

如果你眼神能够为我
片刻的降临
如果你能听到
心碎的声音
沉默的守护著你
沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己
像是空气
大家都吃著聊著笑著
今晚多开心
最角落里的我
笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我
永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你
偷偷的隐藏著自己
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现
你会讶异
你是我 最压抑 最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸 你会流泪 只要你能 听到我 看到我的全心全意

听你说你和你的他们
暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望 装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱
永远是配角戏
多希望能与你有一秒 专属的剧情
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现 你会讶异 你是我 最压抑 最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸 你会流泪 只要你能 听到我 看到我的全心全意

如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现 你会讶异 你是我 最压抑 最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸 你会流泪 只要你能 听到我 看到我的全心全意


~end~

擦肩而过

我爱着谁
爱到我有点醉
告诉我你是谁
能够把我让我变不对
你不会累
但我却爱你爱得好累
从没有为了谁
不顾安危
付出一切
站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说
我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过


你听我说
你不要这么做
你不要看着我
说你已经知道怎么做
你很难受
我愿意陪你一起承受
只要你不怕痛
再多坎坷我都陪你走
站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说
我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过


他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过


就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过


~~End~~

frenz...

frenz...
walau a...
wat a important word in my life...
walau a...
no frenz...
i think i'll die...
caz no fun at all...


hmm...
luckily...
i hav many fren in my life...
all oso quite close wan...
wakaka...
so happy...
but after graduate from school...
jiu goit a vry long time din meet them ad...
even take result dat day oso meet vry few of them oni...
walau...
reli vry miz u all ler...



dis saturday is Kwang Hua de sports day...
dun noe got how many of them will go back there...
reli vry "qi dai" dat day...


wakaka...
ok la...
post till here oni la...
dun noe wat to write ad...
^^

zZz...

walau...
reli sienz...
wana futher my studies oso many things happen...
anyway...
i oso dun noe how to tell...
jiu shi vry du lan them...!!
ask them go n eat SHIT la...
all go DIE la...
reli vry du lan...
argh...!!!


oso no mood to blog liao la...
jz feel that vry long din blog liao...
then blog abit lo...
k la...
now no mood...
make a new post later when i got mood...

我不配

这街上太拥挤　 太多人有秘密　
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪　 在还原那场雨　
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里


这日子不再绿　 又斑驳了几句　
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅　 隔遥远的距离　
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋


还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你　
你却微笑的离我而去


这感觉　已经不对　
我努力在挽回 一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略　你不过要人陪


这感觉 已经不对　
我最后才了解 一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

busy working....

hmm...
reli no time for on9....
msn...
even porn oso....^^
kiddin nia la....^^


working at KP de IGENTIS now...
i think less ppl noe dis la...
jz a few of fren dat close v me de oni noe i work there lo...
caz have no time to tell others yet...
so now i inform here...
wakaka....
hope u all can come find me when u all free...
but wan jiu need faster ad lo....
caz i jz work till 15th of march oni...
then i'll go continue my study ad...
no ponteng...
no smoking....
totally good student....
jz belive me dat i can make it...


GOD BLESS ME...!!!

GONG XI FA CAI...!!!!

gong xi, gong xi, gong xi ni ya...
gong xi, gong xi, gong xi ni...



hey hey...
gong xi fa cai...
xin nian kuai le...
hmm...
actually...
dis year de CNY reli boring...
i oso dun noe y...



y say CNY boring..??
hmm...
as i feel...
dis year de CNY is not as "hot" as last few years...
i think da prices of goods oso going up...
so there no new year feeling de...
haiz...
2day chu 4...
2 more days i jiu need go working d luu...
wakaka...
remember go KP de IGENTIS find me o...
between 12 pm to 5 pm lo...
wakaka...



ok la...
nothing to say d...
n i need go sleep liao la...
yesterday nite sleep vry late...
haha....

anti-shopping....

u noe y i anti-shopping...??
sure dun noe larr....!!!!
i oso haven tell..
u all how to noe lerr...??


erm...
yesterday....
my friends ask me go buy new shirt v them....
so i jiu go v them...
caz i oso wan buy something....
so i jiu follow them go....
we at BBK de JJ on 11 half sharp...
then we jiu start buy our thing....
not a while...
they say go another shopping centre....


so JJ is use up about half an hour oni...
not so "bu shuang" yet....
but till 2nd n 3rd complex...
i get crazy ad...
they choose their shirt from 12:05 till 2 half in GAINT...
so cheap de place i oso dun noe y they can choose so long...
finally they din buy anything....


finally...
we reach last point d....
CAREFORE....
like dat de shopping complex they still can shop from 2:45 till four something...
jz a word can describe them....
"bi nv ren geng xiang nv ren"....
u noe y...??
as for me...
buy for 3-5 shirt oni can use up my 20++ minutes...
but they can shop for 3 complex in 6-7 hours...
jz buy 3-5 shirt...
i reli cant do dis kind of things....


so i reli dun like long time shopping...
but all my family, relatives & friends.....
they all like long time shopping...
so i jiu anti- shopping from now on....
wakaka...

over heat...

walau...
2day reli over heat d..
u noe y..??
caz...
erm..
hard to tell la..
jz like whole body no energy lo..
all my stamina use up d...
so now vry tired d...



u all muz b vry wonder y can a teenager use up his stamina...
rite...??
ok let me tell u...



i sleep yesterday night bout 3...
wake up dis morning bout 7 o 8...
then i jiu start paint my house d...
hmm...
paint till my kai mui de bday party oso cant go...
luckily...
i manage to finish all my part at 1 noon sharp...
then my fellow fren jiu cal me out for a tea...


after our tea...
we go to another fren de work place...
meru de futsal...
there is his sis de husband open de...
so we go there to play a free futsal...
when we start is about 3...
finish at 6...
then we go yum cha again...
half an hour later...
we jiu continue play basketball....
play till 8...


waa....
reli 96...
me oso pei fu myself d...
so 96....
haha...
n now...
i oni hav my dinner....
wakaka...

continue last time de blog...

erm...
dis time de blog is continue lsat time de blog lai de...
wat happen to last time de blog..??
i oso dun noe...
dat blog i jz post 2 same de post nia...
jiu cant sign in there any more...
so...
dis new blog was created...
haha....
hope it will well-known one day....
wakaka~~