~说不出的心情~

其实左思右想...
我放不下的应该不是你...
只是我的面子...
越来越觉得自己是一只典型的狮子座...
死爱面子, 不服输, 不喜欢被人管着...
基本上狮子座应该有的本性都出现在我身上了...
不得不承认...
但是今天一直都有想哭的冲动...
快崩溃了...
真的很难受...
如果有个伴陪在身边, 那该有多好啊...

其实再坚强的人都需要一个依靠, 一个依赖...
因为人心肉做...
会痛, 会伤, 会不胜负荷...
一直说要离开, 离开就是逃避, 就是现实的逃兵...
我不甘心永远都只能是一个逃兵...
我要的, 我能拥有的不知是这一些...
所以多难熬, 都会咬紧牙根熬过去...
就如我说的, 碰的全身伤痕累累, 不要紧...
牙根咬紧, 一下子就过了...
后面的就是康庄大道...
我相信...

~心情日记3~

23th of sept...
my fren bday...
we was havin a party in his house...
v lots of joy n lots of suprise...



yes...
here we are...
but i'm not dat happy...
y.?
dun ask...
i oso dun noe...
mayb is kinda feeling called "激情过后的空虚"...

recently quite down...
everything is not as my mind set...
feel kinda disappointment...
study, family, frenz, even me myself...
screwed up v all these fucked things...
even you appear in my mind once n once...
i though i could forget bout u...
mayb i jz remembering wat we've done...
mayb i jz wan our memories back...
but is kinda nonsense...
but i does...

mayb i need a job to cooled myself down...
mayb i need a relaxing trip to make my mind set clear...
i need to beat myself to b a better one...
bless me plz...
no wonder who u r...
thanks...

~心情日记2~

今天放工后就约了一位朋友喝茶去...
聊了蛮久后突然聊到他的...
因该算是女友吧...??
他说了很多关于他们之间的问题...
突然间,思绪开始回到与你刚开始的时候...
那时候的我是绝对开心的...
但是就因为一句"我像你哥哥多过像你的男友"...
我们开始闹了,也开始走向分开...
其实我们都没错...
错就错在我们在不对的时间遇上了彼此...
开始了一段荒唐的恋爱...
时间可以冲淡一切...
开心的,不开心的...
但是当你习惯了一个人的世界后...
突然进入两人世界会不习惯...
突然从两人世界回到一个人的天堂又会不习惯...
人就是这么的犯贱..

献给我两位朋友~

nicky：洒脱也许困难...
但是绝对没有错...

俊科：是对的就勇敢去...
感觉不对了,就放手吧...
还彼此自由...

希望你们能看得到,也能做得到...
我也该开始物色新的目标啦~XD

~心情日记~

虽然说对你已渐渐放下...
但是看着你们的合照...
心里很不是味儿...
是妒嫉吗?
还是我根本放不下?
天也很应景地下起雨来...
应该是为我哭了吧..?? XD

说真的,只要你快乐就好...
只要你快乐,在怎样妒嫉也无所谓了吧?

[MV HD] Good Person - T-ara [Korean + English + Romanization Sub]

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T-ara 这首歌真的唱进我的心坎了...

你会比从前快乐

今天是你的生日...
原本不想送你礼物...
但是毕竟我们是朋友...
所以就驾着车去买礼物给你...
礼物也成功到达你的手上...
但是我并不想以这样的方式来为你庆祝生日...
但是上天竟然让我听见"你比从前快乐"...
是天意吗?
最近看了你上载到fb的照片...
看见你和他那么开心...
真的觉得我的决定是正确的...
因为你真的比从前快乐...

你知道吗?
听了"你比从前快乐"后...
真的有感触...
但是很短暂...
我想是时候解放自己了...
让自己从我们的回忆中回到现实...

也让你真的比从前快乐~

여보세요~

actually i notice dat i couldn't write well...
n i'm not the kinda ppl who can write anything happens arround them..
i jz cant leave dis blog jz like dat...
finally i've make a decision...
when i got writing mood...
i oni write...

actually my previous modem is burn out ad...
so is been a long long time i could not on9...
is kinda boring...
so thx to my college fren...
he had intro me few korea drama n i jz finish 1 of 3...
is really vry nice from the start...
but ending is jz~~
but after all, is still a nice movie in my brain...








감사합니다~XD

~i'm back~

actually i've been quit for quite a long time d...
i oso dun noe y i quit...
jz feel dat always log in then writing about her...
how we broke...
how much i miss her...
feel dat all these things is kinda 多余 la...
so i jz quit n 反省...

so dis few months my life was quite fancy...
lots of frens...
lots of things we do...
lots of gags we laugh...
lots of activiies we've done...
n the most important things...
lots of sweet memory...
n things not going to miss is..
"DANG DANG DANG DANG~"
our cock story n our friendship...
.
.



fiinally thanks to my dear frens~
frens forever babes~XDD